Is this you?
Letter
Dear Stranger,
I don’t know how to explain this, but I feel good. Like really good. Is this because of you? Why does it feel like I am on cloud nine? I am smiling for no reason at all. My heart is racing for no particular reason. Have I lost my mind? I think I have. I think that is what it is. There is no reason other explanation for why I am smiling while thinking about you.
Do you know I feel stupid for feeling this way? But it feels so good that I wanted to capture this feeling. So, here is how I feel: My stomach feels light. I am listening to some stupid song. There is a strange fuzzy feeling in abdomen. I am constantly smiling like a madman. This light feeling is so good. I am in love with this version of myself. The version which makes me feel like somewhere in this dark and lonely universe I am not lonely. The feeling that I can trust someone more than I can trust anyone else. Just what is wrong with me? I don’t have any idea. But this feels good. So good. I want to continue feeling this way. I want to smile all the time. For some reason even if I am not thinking about you… I know it is because of you. I know! I am not thinking but I know this is because of you.
Strangest thing is that I haven’t even seen you or talked to you properly. I don’t know anything about how you behave in real life. Crazy, right? Wait! I swear I am not a creep. Or am I? No! I don’t want to be creepy. Thinking about someone and then smiling all by myself. It is as if I can’t help myself. I don’t know how sane I am for thinking like this. I can’t help it. Is this some kind of obsession. I hope it is not. I don’t want to hurt you or myself or do anything stupid. But I am telling you this feels so good.
Honestly, I don’t know what future holds for us. I just know that it feels good. And I just wanted to thank you for making me feel this way.
Yours stranger